HEY I LIKE HIM ! , anyways back to shit : i hesitated to blog about shits that happen today. OK lets go slowly (:

Morning. had problem waking up my eyes were like being stick by some super sticky glue but yes i did wake up. EVERYTHING USUAL BLAH BLAH ... some thing freaking funny happened again like the last time (Recall: me, Mel, siti and xuan ting went to the RE room thing during re thinking re was being held there and fooled around with the everything) But this it was only me, mel and siti we cant find xuan ting ha ha. So fooled around all.. blah see sitis blog !

CCA, we all talked it was crap i cant seemed to recall how i feel bout all these shit so blah just talk at least we can stare at each other now not feeling like shit, watch some video, ARGH it was shit and re tart i was fooling around touching sofya and everyone say curse it. We were supposed to be like commenting on all the stuff and all the words i use were all like "missing notes, not clear .. etc etc" its so .... so later we all did movement i felt very uneasy the space was so cramp, it so hard to even breath so anyway just did all the movement and siti scolded so did the senior from PB ( forgotten name ) she claims that i was taking everything like a joke, OK i am . Anyway that not the point i think at this time we should not scold, it just suck ( suddenly i feel this way, don know why ) i think we should encourage. BUT even if i say this the seniors will continue scolding etc. So i figure i should just give up, i don know maybe the seniors should just scold and scold and stress themselves up and i should not give a dam about it ! whatever! i am dam fucked up now i feel like cursing all these shit here but its not nice, one sentence " YOU GUYS ARE DAM ANNOYING, TRYING TO LIKE BE SO BIG AND ALL " whatever! this is my feeling if u want to scold me for all these shit i wrote go a head but this is my blog , i express what i feel on it so even if u know I'm talking about i don think u have the fucking right to scold me what ever !

Suggestion:

This is a tough time for angklung band and if you guys think scolding is gonna do the thing to put us in shape i think not everyone is already sick of scolding what " seniors will come back and kill us, miss faridha will leave .. etc" i think we should encourage them all and aim for the gold but feeling better about our-self, NOW everyone thinks we are gonna get sliver and die !